I give them eternal life, and they will never perish. No one can snatch them out of My hand. My Father who has given them to Me is greater than all. No one can snatch them out of My Father’s hand.
A few months after saying yes to God, a quiet doubt can creep in about whether that yes ever really counted. It tends to sound like this: if I'd truly meant it, I would have kept it perfectly, and since I haven't, perhaps it was never real.