“For who has despised the day of small things? But these seven eyes of the LORD, which scan the whole earth, will rejoice when they see the plumb line in the hand of Zerubbabel.”
It's possible to walk back toward faith and feel almost nothing at all. You read a psalm on your phone late one night, or sit through a whole service in the back row after years away. Then you wait for the rush of feeling that is supposed to mark a real return. It doesn't come, and you go home wondering if you did it wrong.