Do not gloat over me, my enemy! Though I have fallen, I will arise; though I sit in darkness, the LORD will be my light.
Somewhere in a drawer there may be a list you wrote after you lost someone, the one about getting back on your feet. It might have said something about walking each morning and praying again, and it may have lasted a few days before a hard night undid it. You might have started that list over more times than you'd like to admit.